💗💗INTRODUCTION💗💗
THE JOURNEY OF LOVING MY SELF WASN'T EASY. EVEN THOUGH I WAS THE ONLY ONE SUPPORTING MYSELF THROUGHOUT MY LIFE 'CAUSE I WAS ALL ALONE MY WHOLE LIFE SINCE MY CHILHOOD, I'M STILL FINDING MORE WAYS TO LOVE MYSELF EVERYDAY EVEN MORE.
THE JOURNEY OF SELF LOVE.💗
THERE WERE TIMES WHEN I THOUGHT EVERYTHING IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING IN MY LIFE. I AM HAPPY I CAN BE HAPPY AND I AM SERIOUSLY SATISFIED WITH MY LIFE, NOTHING IS GOING WRONG...BUT THEN , SOMTHING HAPPENS AND I AM ALL BROKEN I AM IN THE WORST SITUATION, I CAN NEVER BE HAPPY THIS IS WHAT MY LIFE IS "SAD", "ANXIOUS", "ALONE".
EVERYTIME SOMETHING WRONG HAPPENS TO ME LIKE A FIGHT WITH ANYONE CLOSE TO ME, I JUST BECOME HELPLESS I ISOLATE MYSELF FOR DAYS NOT DOING ANYTHING NOT EATING ANYTHIG BUT THE PERSON, THE REASON I AM HURT IS EENJOYING EVERYTHING LIKE IT WAS NOTHING FOR THEM AS IF THE FIGHT WAS ONLY MEANT TO BOTHER ME,
THAT TIME, THAT WAS THE TIME I REALIZED THAT I DON'T DESERVE THIS I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG TO BE DESERVED TO LIVE LIKE THIS, I HAVE TO END THIS I AM THE ONE HURTING MY SELF NOT THAT PERSON. I ASKED MY SELF DID I MAKE ANY MISTAKE? DID I DO BAD TO SOMEONE? THE ANSWER WAS NO!! SO WHY AM I BOTHERED WHY AM I NOT HAPPY?
BECAUSE I AM NOT LETTING MY SELF HAPPY. I AM STOPPING MY SELF FROM ENJOYING MY DAY MY PRESENT WITH LOVE AND SMILES I HAVE TO SET MY SELF FREE. FREE FROM EVERY NEAGTIVE THOUGHT COMES IN MY MIND. THAT'S HOW I REALIZED I NEED TO SHIFT MY FOCUS FROM "THAT PERSON WHO IS HURTING ME, THIS IS HURTING ME" TO " I AM UNBOTHERED". I DESERVE THE BEST I CAN NOT LET THIS HAPPEN TO ME! AND THEN I FINALLY STARTED CHOOSING MYSELF OVER EVERYTHING.!
AND TO LOVE YOUR SELF YOU REALLY NEED TO KNOW YOUR SELF.
A MESSAGE TO YOU!!!
IF YOU ARE READING THIS,
THEN STOP TREATING YOURSELF IN THIS WAY. YOU DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG. YOU DESERVE THE LOVE FROM EVERYTHING YOU ARE SEEKING BUT FIRST,
YOU DESERVE THE LOVE FROM YOU. DON'T TAKE THIS AWAY.
